dude im bored and i cant go walk around with kristen and julie cause its raining =(

this poem that i wrote about my dad in 7th grade.. its sorta lame.. but i had to do it for a school project.. i didnt realize how lame it sounded lol.. i cried when i read it to the class though haha

Daddy What Happened to You..?

Daddy what happened to you?
I lost you long ago.
Where are you in this world?
You make me feel lost.
I felt as if it was my fault.

You abandoned Mommy and I,
Ans she wonders,
Why did he leave us?
Night and day I have cried,
Thinking of you and Mommy
Fighting all the time

Divorce was a terrible thing for me
But, you never seemed to care,
Because while you were out drinking and getting stoned,
Mommy and I were left to have dinner all alone.
You abused poor Mommy as well,
I felt so sorry for her.
when you came through the door her teeth would chatter,
And when you left,
she was sometimes relieved.

You left us a week before my birthday Daddy,
When I was soon to turn 4.
A terrible birthday present that was, thanks.
You never kept in touch with me,
Like you said you would.

Dont worry, I dont have a stepdad,
But like you would care.
I dont really love you at all,
But since you are my biological father I suppose I have to.
I dont consider you as my Daddy anymore,
After you cheated on Mommy.
I hate what you did.
I know your brothers and your sister never did it,
'Cause they are still in love.
So, what made you do it?
Daddy, what happened to you?

i thought these looked funky

yesterday was hella awesome..  jenn and i went to the gooser concert though i dont really like them since i heard they were a bunch of dickheads except tony is really cool. lol.. but anyways.. when we got there julie, shelby, katie, breann, sam, zach, natalie, kristen and miranda were there! it was fucking awesome. everyone was scared to go inside because they thought that the security guards were going to check our 'places'.. haha then i was the brave one and i went first cause they ended up not checking the chicks at all. so when we got inside sam was trying to slap everyones asses cause me and shelby started it by kicking sam in the ass. lol he slapped my ass like 6 times and gave me about 203897593769456 hugs and called me his gf haha awww... lol.. then he asked me or my phone number.. and after awhile we all started acting like idiots again and started spinning around and stuff and right then and there natalie pulled up my shirt all the effin way!! wtf?! i know yeah.. but it as good cause the lights were off and we were in the back of the place and everyone was watching the band... i hope.. so then julie and ashley had to leave =( julie barely got to see gooser at all cause he really likes gooser and she got to go up front. Since i dont really like gooser me and miranda decided to go outside and hang out with sam and zach and kristen and their friends though i dont know who they are.. but one kept asking me if i had a pen.. then me and miranda went to mcdonalds and got some sodas and hen i came back the concert had ended and \ shelby, sam, and zach drank the whole soda except like one sip of it but w/e.. then sam and zach left and then shleby left then me and miranda left and thats it..

this morning zach calls to ask me if i would ever go out with sam and i said sure then he said okay bye i prolly sounded helllllllllla weird cause my voice was all effed up and stuff. oh well.  then after he called my mom asked me if i knew anyone with sams last name nd i was like yeah.. haha i was like oh thats sam.. but anyways.. thats my weekend so far... okay bye

today was no different from any other day except that i bought about $690 worth in CDs for $25. yea billy sold them to me. he said that he doesnt listen to rock anymore so i got them and yeah some of these bands had like 3 cds... i got 69 cds totall .... uh oh 69 >.<

//Chevelle
//Three Days Grace
//Audioslave
//Yellowcard
//Blink 182
//Dashboard Confessional
//The Beautiful Mistake
//Korn
//A Perfect Circle
//Mudvayne
//System of a Down
//Nirvana
//Bleeding Through
//AFI
//Deftones
//Nine Inch Nails
//Thrice
//The Starting Line
//The Early November
//Finch
//Senses Fail
//Atreyu
//Poison
//The Used
//Thursday
//Third Eye Blind
//Incubus
//Cold Play
//Brand New
//Radiohead
//Further Seems Forever
//Mae
//Northstar
//Red Hot Chili Peppers
//James Taylor
//Far
//Silverstein
//Rage Against the Machine
//Static X
//Sparta
//Billy Talent
//Soulfly
//Trust Company
//Hed

Spanish: talked to Ben the whole period hes awesome

P.E. boring

English- when i got all those cds and a dumb test

Science- test i think i gotta C

Lunch- interesting.. Cherena was humping my shoulder. Jessica gave me some of her chicken sandwich it was good and i had doritos too..just to let you know..

Webpage Design- listened to my CDs and did my research paper

Geometry- tried to finish my homework and made some stupid thingys

Hair color: brown or black
Eyes: any..
Height: a little taller than me
Sixpack: doesnt matter.. but not alot of flab
Long or short hair: medium longish... not ponytail long.
.Glasses: sure
Piercings: mmmm... sexy lip rings, eyebrow piercing... any ther piercings
Scars: sure
Eyebrows: i dont care?
Big butt or little: ummm dont care. a nice one?..
Chest hair: eww!
Straight teeth, gap, or braces: straight teeth or braces
Funny or serious: both
Party or stay at home: both
Should he cook or bake: when im lazy he can do it
Should he have a best friend: yeah
Should he have a lotta of girlfriends: girl..... friends.....
Outgoing or shy: both.. shy is cute sometimes hehe >.<
Sarcastic or sincere: both
Should he watch chick flicks: yes
Would he be a smoker: dont care
Would he drink: dont care
Would he swear: not in every sentence
Would he play with your hair: yeah
Would he pay for dates: depends if i want to or not
Does he kiss on the first date: if i want to
Where would you go to dinner: dunno but then there would be a movie or concert!Would he bring you flowers: if he wants to
Would he lay under the stars with you: yes
Would he write poetry about you: yep
Would he call you honey, sweetie, or baby: eww.. not honey or baby or lady.. i hate those.. ugh..
Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: yep
Would you hang out with him and HIS friends: yep
Will he walk you to the door at the end: yep
Holding hands: aww.. yeah..
Soccer: sure
Baseball: yes
Basketball: ugh.. no
Football: sure
Waterpolo: ummm sure
Surf: hell yes
Skateboard: hell yes
Snowboard: hell yes
Sing: WOW!! yes cause then he can sing and read his poetry about me hehhe
Play piano: yes
Play drums: yes
Guitar: yes
Clean his room: i dont care.. not like my room would be any neater
Paint, draw, sculpt: sure
Writes his own music: yes!
Use the word dude: if he didnt he would start to cause i say dude too much
Use the word tight: lol yeah
Would he watch the sunrise with you: yep
What kind of car does he drive: i dont care.
How old is he: i dont know yet
What would his name be: dont know yet... lets wait and see
If you could choose the perfect guy from a character in the movie, who would it be: umm dunno